My 1st Time Lyrics

Artist: Dark Lotus
Album: Black Rain

(Violent J)
The first time, I didn€™t even feel guilty
Never washed off, stayed bloody and filthy
Just laid there next to the kid all night
Kind of soaking it all in, and feeling alright
I wasn€™t even old enough to drive yet, it was hell
I had to put him on my handlebars and dump him down a well
I try to feed off of that until I couldn€™t anymore
By my sixteenth birthday, my total had grown to four.

(Monoxide)
I ain€™t afraid of you, but be afraid of me
Cause when the lights go down, there ain€™t no stopping me
Memories of my first real killing
They found her all tied up, just hanging from the ceiling.
What I was feeling was just so dark and twisted
I couldn€™t believe I just did this.
Now I€™m stuck in my very own private Hell
Will I ever do it again? Time will tell.

(Chorus)
My first time
I was in control until the blood
It was my first time
The bloody mess I had to clean up
It was my first time
I know this ain€™t right
It was my first time
I finally took someone else€™s life

(Shaggy 2 Dope)
Every time I lay my ass down to sleep
I pray to fuck these memories seize
Bloody face and final breaths taken
But the first, uh, what was I thinking?
Just a piece of rope and a pair of hands
I wasn't mad, but she kept talking man
Suffocation, due to not breathing
I choked her for the very first time for no reason.

(Blaze Ya Dead Homie)
It was eleven on my clock, I remember that much
In the graveyard waiting for the dope man to show up
Ten minuets pasts, and there€™s still no sign
Just then off in the night, I see some headlights
A car rolls by, driving slow and I don€™t know
I thought it was my folk, I ain€™t pulled the .44
They stopped the ride, started blasting
The fist time I didn€™t pull the heat
Damn, this what happened

(Chorus)
My first time
I was in control until the blood
It was my first time
The bloody mess I had to clean up
It was my first time
I know this ain€™t right
It was my first time
I finally took someone else€™s life

(Madrox)
First time my knife touched skin
And the red blood started flowing so quick I just couldn€™t quit
Kept stabbing until everything that I seen was red
The pillow, the blankets, the walls, and even the bed
One color dominating everything like contemporary art
Am I the killer or artist with bloody heart?
Then I curled into a ball in the corner of the room
Feeling like a creep in the light of the moon.

(Anybody Killa)
If I took this gun and put a hole in your chest
It won€™t compare to the first time I put someone to rest
Kind of like a dream, but on a nightmare level
Every time I think about it I can still hear the shovel
Diggin€™ deep into the dirt to try to hide the pain
Knowing I got away with something I€™ll regret in the end
I really shouldn€™t have never done it
But fuck it, I did him in
The first person that I killed was my first best friend

(Chorus)
My first time
I was in control until the blood
It was my first time
The bloody mess I had to clean up
It was my first time
I know this ain€™t right
It was my first time
I finally took someone else€™s life

Someone else€™s life first
Someone else€™s life

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